We calm certain people as our brothers and sisters... I'm more careful now... <br /> <br />I'm trying to forgive those for their treachery <br />Tires marks across my chest from being thrown under the bus <br /> <br />You created separation, and never asked for forgiveness <br />Why must I always be the bigger person though? <br /> <br />I remember you asked me why I always wanted to get outta class so fast <br />It's an easy concept to grasp <br /> <br />I considered you a blood brother <br />So the betrayal felt too real <br /> <br />I considered you equal to me <br />Other cats clowned you, thinking less of you <br /> <br />They never took you seriously <br />And apparently that's the same way you felt about me too <br /> <br />Maybe it was just a facade the whole time? <br />Something I blinded myself, into denying? <br /> <br />Those fours years changed everyone <br />A few for the better, majority for the worst <br /> <br />My circle started closing after you left <br />Rest In Power to the cat I knew<br /><br />Demetrius JonesDixon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/reopening-old-wounds/