I am sat here now, shaking, crying <br />My only wish now is that I could be dying <br />If only that could happen, that would be great <br />I have decided, that is my fate. <br /> <br />You said you loved me, cared a lot <br />You were the only friend I could have ever got <br />Now you hate me, want me dead <br />Want my heart, broke, on the bed. <br /> <br />Now you’re gone, what can I do now? <br />All I can do is scream and shout <br />You were my life, all that I had <br />Now you’re gone <br />I never knew life could be this bad. <br /> <br />I walk to the kitchen, grab a knife <br />Hold it to my heart <br />This is the end of my life. <br />I take a breath, knowing its my last <br />And take a moment think about my past <br />It was good, when you were there <br />But you have left me <br />I am in pure despair. <br /> <br />My mind is going mad <br />I don’t know what to do now <br />Shall I stay alive <br />Oh how! ? Oh How! ? Oh HOW! ? <br /> <br />My grip on the knife gets tighter <br />my hand is stuck like glue <br />I shove the knife into my already broken heart <br />And this is all because of you…<br /><br />Calum Thomas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-created-a-dying-heart/