Thinking of our marriage <br />Over the years <br />We have shared many laughs <br />We have shared many tears <br />I took for granted <br />The LOVE OF MY LIFE! <br />And made you <br />My darling <br />An unhappy wife <br />I ignored the signs <br />You so plainly laid out <br />I did what I wanted <br />Without ever a doubt <br />Our children have suffered <br />From the decisions I made <br />I did not realize <br />I made so many mistakes <br />I feel like a failure <br />As a husband and dad <br />When I look in the mirror <br />I see nothing but BAD! <br />Can I fix this <br />Or is it too late? <br />This clown is so SAD! <br />I wish you could see <br />This self that I hate <br />If I could <br />I would take back <br />The things I have done <br />If only in our hearts <br />We could feel like we are one <br />My mind races <br />To and fro every day <br />It pains me to know <br />That we have lost our way! <br />So, here we are <br />All battered and bruised. <br />I want you to know <br />I'm sorry for your heart <br />I so badly abused.....<br /><br />Big Z Snider<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/to-melissia/
