If only I could find my way <br />Find my way to my love <br />Cause I need someone to turn me around <br />And someone to take away this pain and misery <br /> <br />If only I could be whole once again <br />Maybe just maybe I would be happy <br />And I wouldn't fake it <br />I wouldn't cover up lies in the mirror <br /> <br />If only he could see inside <br />Cause I want him like a child wants candy <br />I'm addicted to him <br />And I never want him to fade away <br /> <br />If only he knew how I felt <br />Maybe he would take away this pain and misery <br />Cause he is the one I think of all the time <br />And he is the one I crave for <br /> <br />If only I could tell him how I feel <br />How I feel for him every hour <br />And not a day goes by without him on my mind <br />Oh how I just want him to be the someone that can make me whole again <br /> <br />January 5,2008<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-only-85/