I don't wanna open my eyes, <br />I don't wanna get any ideas. <br />Just pull back what already happened, <br />try to confirm my fears. <br />Because if I can pull back my fears I can investigate my tears, and I can finally figure out why I've been crying all these years. <br />So then I'd have to open my heart, <br />To see who didn't play the part, <br />And finally realize that it was me from the start. <br />So I can't put the blame <br />On someone whose name <br />I don't know, I can't think. <br />I left it all, but took the kitchen sink. <br />Turned it into a chocolate fountain, right? <br />'Cause my love is so smooth. <br />But if my chocolate heart is hard, my love blood would leave a bruise. <br />Now I don't wanna be a fool, <br />Like when Katie married Cruise, <br />And I hope you're not amused, <br />But I just wanted to Beee Coool. <br />Like Anthony Hamilton says in that song. <br />And I know it's not with you, because that would just be so wrong. <br />I've learned some lessons from time with you. <br />I think I did, all the things you put me through. <br />I got analytical with algorithms 'cause I just Luuhved you. <br />But I learned to be complacent. <br />So when I mastered that technique, out your case went. <br /> <br />And now I'm here. <br /> <br />Rambunctious, rambling, rabid. <br />Coming off like some sort of savage. <br />And savages are naked, right? <br />So I'll stitch my wounds and cover back up. <br /> <br />(So I can heal) <br /> <br />And you'll ask to see the scars, and then I'll just baack up. <br />Push rewind, or what have you. <br />Start all over UHgain. <br />And tell you the story of my Personal Dissection.<br /><br />Tiana Tucker<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/personal-dissection/
