Goodbye is a second chance to show I can be strong <br />I thought of you and dreamt for you to be the one <br />But I know now I am only have been fooling myself <br />You got to laugh and see that once again I was so wrong. <br />It’s ok and I will be fine, I would rather have you here <br />Not as my lover but my friend, the best friend you can be <br />To be my shoulder when I cry and talk and just to be near. <br />I need now to grow, to live and do what I ever need to do <br />I need to heal and need time for me to be the best I can be <br />So please don’t worry or panic just relax yourself around me <br />I can prove to you Just sometimes oh god yes sometimes <br />I find the world and my thoughts make me rather sad <br />I live in my own little world and sometimes I can be mad <br />But I am normal and want what others have, maybe I need to <br />See that I may not have that kind of life but one so different <br />Some place of love and sweet words of poetry and pictures <br />I have a passion that sometimes may frighten and scare some <br />But one day I hope to find that person who will be the same <br />And one day our world will entwine, full of love, become one<br /><br />Alexia Miles<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fooling-myself/
