I finally got to taste the sweet nectar I've long to reach <br />For all others it seemed to come easy… The moment was there and in a panic I failed <br />My mind went blank I wasn't all there… My heart began to rush and stop <br />I didn't remember what I was supposed to do, Everything I wanted to try <br />My body just seemed to lie there in complete confusion, consumed by feeling <br />All the things I thought I might never feel, It and everything else felt so surreal <br />tender kisses, held so tight… best kind of teasing I started to come alive <br />Question if everything taking place could possibly be real… <br />but the moment came to pass and how I wish more than anything it could have lasted <br />But here I am, in a dreamer's haze… Can't believe how amazing this fraction of time became <br />But now he won't talk to me, my heart once again feels empty… <br /> Love I did not feel but I was hoping it might be a regular deal <br />That maybe he could begin to feel something more… <br />But he was the one who closed the door… but my tears have yet to pour… <br />Only because I knew it was nothing more<br /><br />Olivia Braun<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-one-night-stand-wish-i-could-have-lasted/