I give and I give <br />Over and Over again <br />Til it hurts me so bad that i juss wanna die <br /> <br />My happiness only lasts but so long <br />No matter what brings it on it always fades away <br />I dont understand why is it here and I cry <br />Over and over again <br /> <br />I just want the hurt and the pain to go away <br />I want it to all just dissappear <br />I can't take it anymore <br /> <br />I feel like i'm going crazy <br />Being strong is hard <br />It's a tedious job <br /> <br />Trying to help others <br />nd then getting stabbed in the back <br />Is a painful process <br /> <br />And if it happens over and over <br />It will drive you insane <br /> <br />Please I cry make the pain go away <br />My emotions affeect those around me <br />So much that they dont even want to be around me <br /> <br />My defensive walls are crumbling around me <br />Theyre crashing down with a loud thud <br />And those closest to me are stuck underneath <br /> <br />They want to escape my misery <br />But they want to be there for me <br />In the end all I can say is go leave me <br />I'll survive on my own <br />Cuz i dont want u to hurt <br />becuz of my pain and misery <br /> <br />I'm sorry, I'm sorry <br />I don't know what i did this time <br /> <br />6/16/08<br /><br />Candice George<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-give-and-i-give/
