The voices inside my head keep calling my name <br />Making me look around thinkin I'm going insane <br />I try to ignore them but they find there way back in <br />If this is war I don't think I'll win. <br /> <br />As I push them away they want to stay <br />I ask them for help when I dont know what to say <br />Close the door to my room and turn the radio up so loud <br />Trying so hard to drown them out <br /> <br />Creating an entrance to come back louder than at first <br />Creeping inside, seeking temptaion they quench their thirst <br />With my insecurities they seem to claim me more than before <br />As if I'm sinking down and can't seem to find shore <br /> <br />I look in the mirror and can't sem to find myself <br />My body is shaking, My wrist throbbing. As my eyes plead for help <br />I don't recognize who these voices are. <br />Terrified maybe one day it'll go to far. <br /> <br />I've been underwater for quite some time now. <br />Thinking of finding sanity somehow. <br />I seem to try to gasp for air, I've become way to numb. <br />I can't feel myself falling, at the beat of my burstin lungs <br /> <br />I open my mouth to scream, only silent crys I hear. <br />Nothing can reach reality when death is so near. <br />To hold on to the past is all I ever did <br />Should have let go when I could, instead I hid. <br /> <br />Behind the walls of every drug <br />I knew it before, I was way to young <br />Didn't matter now all I did was for fun <br />I needed to forget all I had done <br /> <br />So what happens when the walls tear down <br />You give them up for someone you love now <br />You become what they want and it don't seem enough <br />What to do but laugh and try to play it off <br /> <br />To show them you care not even you can do <br />Sometimes it's better for both of you <br />You seem to hold on as they seem to let go <br />All there is now is to put on your show<br /><br />shit fuck<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/voices-108/
