sometimes i wish i could bleed <br />my heart out and tell you how i feel <br />but i fear losing a friend in you <br />sometimes i wish i could stay <br />in your mind for the longest time <br />but i saw you with another woman the other day <br />sometimes i wonder if you've ever noticed <br />how i act around you <br />if you have then i guess you're simply indifferent <br />i've considered composing you a poem <br />but due to my slim vocab <br />i couldn't find the right words to say <br />it's been difficult differentiating between <br />a friendship and a romantic relationship <br />but why can't you feel what i feel? <br />in my fantasies you've caressed me <br />in the darkest of times <br /> <br />with all the trouble that i went through <br />still, you had not a scintilla <br />of emotions for me <br />so i'll suppress mine <br />seeing that loving you <br />is out of the question<br /><br />Stella Sisanda Qishi<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/internal-conflicts/
