I never thought that i will end up this way <br />Alone again <br />The feeling that I hate <br />Continuing life <br />Sadness surrounds me <br /> <br />I wake up every morning having this regrets <br />The stabbing pain in my heart <br />Sudden rush of memories in my mind <br />The pain clings <br />My eyes stings <br /> <br />I cried <br />Streams of tears drenched my face <br />This feeling that I held back too long <br />Escaped and overflow my heart <br />The madness of emotions <br /> <br />The alcohol can't numb it <br />No one can numb it <br />Nothing can numb it <br />I was too dumb to allow it <br />I decided to sleep <br /> <br />I woke up the next morning <br />Alone again <br />The feeling that I hate <br />Continuing life <br />Sadness surrounds me<br /><br />Gilbert Tapales<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-day-i-learn-to-write-again/