I scratch words hopelessly, at the back of my mind <br />think of something to say, something unkind <br />i pull my eyes shut to tear me from you <br />my hands like putty, my love like glue <br />your the sin, im the sinner <br />im at loss as your the winner <br /> <br />i feel the pressure push against me <br />the venom, the toxin <br />i feel the fever taking over me <br />your perfume im lost in <br /> <br />beautiful, quaint<br /><br />Jacob Andrew Jarman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lover-i-love-to-hate/