I hate myself, is what i want to say <br />I hate myself is the way i feel every single day. <br /> <br />I hate myself for the things that i have done <br />Lives that i have shattered and hearts that were broken just so i can have some fun <br /> <br />To live my life every day hating myself is sad, <br />There are times when it makes me just so mad. <br /> <br />I get mad at myself for the little things <br />Things that i can't even control <br /> <br />Like the way my hair is, and the way that i talk <br />Down to the very reason why i walk. <br /> <br />There are times when i don't even know why i am living <br />I prefer to be dead some where <br /> <br />Or left under a rock to die in peace, <br />Left alone like a mad beast. <br /> <br />I can go on and on why i hate myself, <br />But most of all I hate myself, because i can never love me.....<br /><br />Shauntae Taylor<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-myself-14/