Solitude <br />Is the only suitable thing for my mood <br /> <br />Nothing against you <br />There is nothing you can do <br /> <br />This is something that I have to deal with myself <br />No one else can help <br /> <br />No one can take away the pain <br />That I battle within, it rains <br /> <br />Constantly, it is hard to control <br />Not sure what will unfold <br /> <br />I don’t really know how to handle these emotions <br />I feel as if I am being sucked up by the ocean <br /> <br />It is hard to decipher through these feelings <br />I cannot explain what I am dealing with <br /> <br />Just understand that nothing is directed towards you <br />I am struggling to construe <br /> <br />I have declared combat within <br />Didn’t mean to throw you in the spin <br /> <br />Please do not take offense <br />Because it seems I am on the defense <br /> <br />But the warfare is being fought <br />Within me, and has gotten me all distraught <br /> <br />This was not meant to hit you first hand <br />I hope you can understand <br /> <br />I love you <br />For understanding and dealing with me, thank you<br /><br />Ms. JStar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/emotional-suicide-2/
