I close my eyes and open again <br />I cross my eyes; scenery doubles and blurrs <br />Times I prefer to close them; <br />takes me away from this already is a reality. <br />There's my irony... <br />I close my lids <br />another life begins <br />A vision from the past <br />I am thinking it or <br />daydreaming it. <br />I see myself doing things, <br />things I am not suppose to be doing. <br />Though they have already been done <br />because I am remembering. <br />Full of sorrows and regrets <br />could it be pitiness? <br />I would have made the turn 'they' wanted <br />instead I took the turn I needed. <br />The more I go through the turn I took, <br />I become more confused. <br />That is not the guy I wanted to be. <br />'this is not the person I wanted to follow.' <br />I chose my own path and became someone else, <br />but does that mean I'm happy? <br />I could if I choose to...Or...<br /><br />David Joel Rodriguez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/or-am-i-pretending-to-be-someone-else-2004/
