it is too unfair for me to hate you i admit this <br />you do not really know even if you are beside me thinking that there is nothing happening that there is nothing wrong that there is nothing between us that i have not rooted my hands to your soft hair <br /> <br />i choose to live wisely and i must invent hate to you i must grow the seeds of indifference for by then i too do not even know if slowly i am choking myself with this love that i have not offered with this 'thing' that you must not know for by then i shall be demeaning myself and all the meanings that i have worked for shall all be thrown in the river of trash and so when you meet me i am as solid and as high as a pillar and you are my butterfly that hovers around me and i do not say anything.....<br /><br />RIC S. BASTASA<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ciphers-of-love-unrequited-because-i-am-taken-and-you-are-already-taken-too/
