I hope you find it in your <br />heart. <br /> <br />To forgive me if i have <br />done wrong to you. <br />I hope you find it in your <br />heart to forgive me. I just <br />hope you understand i <br />was trying to give you love and life, <br />giving you the best i could <br />as a parent, risking our <br />lives yet you always <br />seemed to have a smile on <br />your face and i thought joy is what you had. <br /> <br />You, you gave in <br />and i never thought it had <br />gone so deep inside your <br />heart. We thought you were too young we thought you werent ready <br /> <br />I risked my life and <br />everyones life thinking it <br />will help you. Hope you <br />will find it in you. <br /> <br />How many times have you <br />said i wish i could make <br />you proud but 1 day was <br />enough at it was all gone. <br /> <br />I hardly recognised you <br />were my only child my <br />daughter my son my <br />father, mother. <br />I have been here and <br />there doing right and <br />wrong to make sure you <br />get there but if you find <br />fault in me forgive me <br />dont... <br /> <br />I only apeared to be an enemy than a loving adult to you. Building high walls and castles thinking i am realy making you someone yet i made you something i wouldnt be proud of by a certain choice. <br /> <br />I always said crime doesnt pay, yet gave in as sex slave, drug eddict. Tears were rolling you crying lying there after an event me wishing and thinking of telling i was hoping to, yet the man from nowhere couldnt keep his door of flying swords shut to himself <br /> <br />as a parent i had to tell you im not your real father/mother and i thought i had to protect you from the TRUTH <br /> <br />i hope you find it in your heart...<br /><br />Ernest Makuakua<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hope-you-find-it-in-your-heart-1-day/
