Why are you lying to me <br />why cant you leave me be <br />why do you have to look like that <br />why do u spill your wrist on the mat <br />why do I even talk to you <br />I know why because you asked me to <br />why do I listen to u speak <br />when I know perfectly well that you are weak <br />why do you command me so <br />while my emotions go to and fro <br />many battles I have lost <br />and lots of money it has cost <br />mostly coz of my bad memory <br />as I now sit underneath this chestnut tree <br />the struggle is still taking place <br />the eternal internal struggle <br />between my brain and me<br /><br />Everyone hates someone everyone hates me<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-the-eternal-internal-struggle/
