wake up and watch the ceiling <br />out of water to weep with <br />get up, turn on the TV <br />the world is dead on CNN <br />breakfast tastes like ash <br />that's what you said i am <br />i am all i have <br />isn't it good to be lonely? <br /> <br />sit here, sit here <br />stare at the walls <br />empty heart, home <br />and i chant <br />i am nothing <br />i am nothing <br />i am <br /> <br />shower to wash off the stench <br />of nightmares <br />it isn't all in my head <br />the coffee is laughing <br />i will smoke two cigarettes <br />one for death now and <br />one for those i never met <br />i'm sorry we won't have <br />a chance <br /> <br />sit here, sit here <br />stare at the walls <br />empty heart, home <br />and i chant <br />i am nothing <br />i am nothing <br />i am <br /> <br />i am not real, i'm gray and nothing <br />things become less inside me <br />a draining death, <br />should be so lucky <br />an open wound, <br />i'm promising <br /> <br />and i chant <br />i am nothing <br />i am nothing <br />i am <br /> <br />i ask you, walls <br />forget me <br />hold my hurt <br />forgive me <br />i must convince myself <br />i am nothing i am nothing i am nothing i am...i am<br /><br />Kitty Marie Lucas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-good-morning/
