The dark depression of this life <br />its bitter sweet and always right <br />days are dark and feelings are meaningless <br />the way i live is dark with agony and fear <br /> <br />Clouds are strong and gray <br />i feel lost inside in my own way <br />can't think of anything ells <br />but my life is bitter sweet and cold <br /> <br />i don't want to get old in this useless life <br />from the beginning of my life its already full of hate <br />i don't feel loved enough to live on this planet <br />i think i take a knife and show life the awnser <br /> <br />pain is hard but you know your live <br />cold fealings i have everyday <br />it feels that every day a knife stabs me <br />my life is cold dark and useless <br /> <br />can't talk with fear or hate <br />my tears are colld like a seberian day <br />don't feel i am desired in this world <br />days are passing by with my life darkened on my side <br /> <br />the pain i have every day <br />about the feelings i live day by day <br />think most of the time about love <br />but thats one thing i never get for sure <br /> <br />pain is good only if you want to live <br />days are getting colder <br />got the feeling that i am fainting <br />life is only pain not joy <br /> <br />its hard to stand up in this god forsaken world <br />meanings are there but will not be heard <br />close to my thoughts are dark paths to dead <br />i think its time to close the lid of this dark and meaningless life<br /><br />A Cloud Of Emptiness Loneliness<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-is-a-depression/