In this life i fail to see <br />Happiness are dreams <br />come true <br />The moment born <br />i ceased to exist <br />Dark secrets within <br />would horrified any <br />man. <br />Beneath the mask that <br />all do see <br />Is a heart searching <br />to be loved <br />Truth be known there <br />are two of me <br />One that keeps the untold <br />secrets <br />An the one that wears <br />the mask <br />Know that the real <br />me <br />Tries so hard to stay <br />close to God <br />above <br />No matter what evil comes <br />my way <br />In darken cave where my <br />heart stays <br />In order to survive. <br />When a child is abused <br />The scar are there for life <br />But the abuser goes on <br />an all is forgotten <br /> <br />Written 5/8/05 <br /> Copyright Jackie Kirby 5/8/05<br /><br />Jackie Kirby<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-192/