It hurts in my heart and my fingers feel numb from pain or love for someone of something undefined <br />My tears are salty and drops from green eyes fall into red lips with shameless words <br />An old first real love, I miss him <br />Have I lost my chance, should I just wait? <br />Real feelings for a guy who can’t open himself to me but hey I’ve dealt with it before but yeah, my heart still weeps <br />He’s got a girlfriend but <br />I should have know better, I choose not to <br />On track with all else <br />But I’m held by him and I think I will be forever no matter what <br />I guess I should just live, safely and stop thinking of destiny? <br />It just hurts <br />A sacrifice made but he wasn’t worth it <br />Nothing lost, nothing gained? <br />There’s always something gained <br />I must remember that. <br />Remember that.<br /><br />Jen Perry<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hurt-in-sheets-of-tears-and-sweat/
