My doubting mind knows <br />That you do not want me <br />It would never work out <br />Anyone can see <br /> <br />I am lonely for the touch <br />And I really miss the lust <br />I really miss the kissing <br />I miss the stupid trust <br /> <br />I miss the secret groping <br />The touching in the night <br />I miss knowing someone wants me <br />The passionate delight <br /> <br />I miss the guarding protection <br />The jealousy gone mad <br />How people look so good outside <br />But really act so ‘BAD’ <br /> <br />I miss the spontaneous kindness <br />The cheek pecks all around <br />I miss having arms about me <br />And that wonderful ‘I LOVE YOU’ sound <br /> <br />I know I will die a spinster <br />Curled up in my bed <br />But what I really wish <br />Is that I had you instead<br /><br />Missy Lynn<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/untitled-love-poem/
