Your cheating on your gurlfriend. <br />But your doing it with me. <br />That makes me just as guilty. <br />That makes me the cheaty. <br /> <br />I know that it's wrong. <br />And I know you do too. <br />And I want to stop with all my heart. <br />But there's just something about you. <br /> <br />I know it makes me an ass hole. <br />And that's not what I want to be. <br />I want to be the good guy. <br />But now, I guess, you know the real me. <br /> <br />Somethings turned me evil. <br />But why? That's not who I am. <br />I'm the goody-good church gurl. <br />Who says yes sir and yes mam. <br /> <br />It's all this drama in my life. <br />People pointing out my flaws. <br />Looking at my family and judging us. <br />For what we did wrong. <br /> <br />I'm tired of being the good one. <br />'So! ' thats what turned me bad. <br />I'm tired of being happy all the time. <br />'So! ' thats what makes me sad. <br /> <br />I told you! I wish I didn't like you. <br />SO WHY CAN'T I JUST QUIT? ? <br />And move on.- <br />And stop being in this shit. <br /> <br />Why can't you stop liking me? <br />That's a question I need to ask. <br />But just looking in your eyes. <br />Makes my heart beat fast. <br /> <br />I need help, I need a gun. <br />I need anything but this, <br />I need anything but this, <br />I need anything but this, <br />I need.- <br /> <br /> <br />To shoot and not miss.<br /><br />Michelle Pope<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-good-i-swear-if-only-i-weren-t-lying/
