That was me then <br />This is me now <br />I look back on it all <br />And I wonder how <br />How I ever thought like that <br />And actually did that to me <br />I should have opened up my mind <br />But I was stupid, to blind to see <br />Every night before I went to sleep <br />A daily routine of breaking down and cry <br />Stupid things Id say <br />I even wished to die <br />Most of its in the past <br />But when i look back on it all <br />I stop and think about doing it <br />I just open my eyes to see <br />What am I doing, I'll regret it <br />I deserve better, I owe it to me<br /><br />megan watts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/that-was-me-then-this-is-me-now/