I left my lover <br />I left my friend <br />The man who loves me <br />So much and deep <br />I didn’t love him <br />Enough to stay I think <br /> <br />Yes I wanted <br />I wanted you for a while <br />You are so sweet to me <br />But without him <br />I can’t <br />I just can’t <br />Be with you again <br />As you wish to <br /> <br />I can’t love anymore <br />I’m broken <br />Not able to see <br />To feel, to live <br />I do not exist <br /> <br />He is gone <br />He is gone <br />He doesn’t love me now <br />I can’t stand my self <br />In his eyes so hard to me <br />He doesn’t want me <br />Doesn’t respect <br />Doesn’t believe <br />That I’m worth his one breath <br />I’m leaving now <br />I’m not able to love <br />He is gone <br />His heart is cold for me <br />He closed the doors <br />Any way I can’t see <br /> <br />By one cut <br />He destroyed all the joy of life <br />All love I have had <br />To the world <br /> <br />So I can’t <br />Let you to come in <br />These are only ashes <br />Which stay <br />For today <br />In me<br /><br />Anna Cellmer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ashes-4/
