I'm so <br />...so hateful <br />...so stressed <br />To a point of which I'm going to snap, in half, in quarters, into a million tiny pieces so no one can find me..... <br /> <br />How can you be possible? <br />How can what you say is true? <br />I want to hate you <br />I want to hurt you.... <br />The way you have me <br />I want to scream names at you forever, for eternity <br />I want to make sure you know how I feel <br />...feel it. <br />I dont care... <br />I dont want to care... <br />I can't control the anger beating through my veins <br />...the chemicals coursing through my body like blood <br /> <br />I want to break everything <br />Scream at everything <br />Burn everything to make the anger subside <br />To make the hate go away <br />Anything... <br />But you will still be there <br />I want to kill anything <br />Destroy anything <br />Drown anything <br />Everything... <br />Until I can't see the pain <br />Until the trembling stops <br />But you will still be here. <br /> <br />See what you do to me? <br />You have no choice... <br />I'm overloaded... <br />I'm going to explode... <br />Why do you have to do this... <br />Why do you wish to make me miserable? <br /> <br />Unhappy... <br /> <br />Alone... <br /> <br /> <br />You only care about blood.<br /><br />Nicole Jaimie Carothers<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hateful-heart/
