A dark cloud appears before me <br />Blocking out all that I could see <br />You carry on and think that all is fine <br />You don’t hear the clues or see the sign <br />I cry alone while you walk past <br />You think it’s a phase and that I’ll last <br />But I’ve lost the will to carry on <br />The hope and love is there, but gone <br />I can’t remember how to laugh or smile <br />Been salty tears and silence for a while <br />I’d love to tell you just how I really feel <br />But I’m too ashamed to admit it’s real <br />I just stare blankly into space <br />A constant struggle constant race <br />I want to go on, I want to win <br />But my heart is weak, it just gives in <br />I know im not perfect or right in everyway <br />I might not do the right things or know what to say <br />So what if you hate me I really don’t care <br />I like to be alone with nobody there <br />The more people around me the more alone I feel <br />In a world of my own where nothing is really real<br /><br />Becky Ginn<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ashamed-4/
