Since you left me it hasn't been the same, <br />I'm not interested anymore in playing the love game, <br />The last time I let myself love I got my heart broken, <br />Into tiny shards that just won't piece back together, <br />I don't trust myself to make the decisions I once could, <br />It seems like you are holding my self confidence, <br />And grinding it into the ground. <br /> <br />Since you left me for her I haven't been the same, <br />I feel like going insane, <br />I don't want to get up, <br />in fear your essence is still lingering near, <br />To make me sick with past memories of us, <br />And the last time we kissed. <br /> <br />Since you left me something snapped inside, <br />I don't care what happens as long as you're not here, <br />I can't be motivated to do anything, <br />I just can't live because... <br /> <br />Since you left me I don't feel beautiful inside, <br />Like you took that away for some cruel thing, <br />And some cruel game. <br /> <br />Even though I know that it was me who jumped on the love train.<br /><br />Kathryn Miller<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/since-you-left-me/
