The house seems so empty today. <br /> <br />You never realise how much clutter you have in your <br />life until it leaves. <br /> <br />But it was for the best. <br /> <br />Sure the sex was great <br />but we really had nothing else in common <br />and after a year <br />the fault line finally caved in. <br /> <br />I came home on Tuesday Morning <br />and she was gone. <br /> <br />Just like that. <br /> <br />No note, <br />no explanation, <br />none of my things <br />were broken, <br />she'd just left. <br /> <br />I think that's the most <br />disapointing thing of all. <br /> <br />She could've at least <br />destroyed something. <br />She could've <br />taken a minute before walking <br />out of the door <br />to have expressed her disdain for me. <br /> <br />Instead it was almost as if <br />she'd never exsisted, <br />as if we'd never been, <br />as if I'd never ment a thing. <br /> <br />But that was her way <br />though it wasn't always so. <br /> <br />She'd had fire once, <br />she was a force of nature <br />that threatend to consume <br />everything in it's path <br />and that's what attracted me to her. <br /> <br />She drank like a Sailor, <br />could fight like a Marine <br />and fucked like the Devil himself. <br /> <br />She was almost perfect. <br /> <br />But as time passed <br />and she became more and more <br />comfortable <br />all that desire, <br />that lust for life, <br />just faded away into obscurity. <br /> <br />And as she lost interest <br />in all that I'd loved <br />then so did I. <br /> <br />So I sit here <br />writting this epitath <br />but it's not for her, <br />it's for that girl I once knew <br />in better days. <br /> <br />I hope for her sake she finds her again.<br /><br />Neil Gray<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/goodbye-32/
