You pretend to love me, you have no heart. <br />A savage beast, telling repeated lies. <br />Love doesn't exist to you, it's a game, <br />just a bitter soul with non-remorseful eyes. <br /> <br />You pulled me hard into your wobbled web, <br />always wrapped me in your cold, dark pain. <br />You're an unimaginable bully, a coward, <br />slowly-but-surely tried to drive me insane. <br /> <br />You tried to make me believe I was pale, <br />while you lived on the color of my soul. <br />You sucked the love and life from my heart, <br />dictateing to me when I could come and go. <br /> <br />Rainbow colored pain scared the skin of my life, <br />with the invisible poker you held to my heart. <br />With every hurtful jab, draining more life from me, <br />wanting me to believe you were so damn smart. <br /> <br />You're a damaged broken toy, an ugly monster, <br />better left alone at the bottom of a toy chest. <br />Always the same, your true colors exposed, <br />your darkness is ugly, your worst is your best. <br /> <br />You tried to steal my every thought and word, <br />misery loves company in their own private hell. <br />You wanting to break me down to the bottom, <br />to be an ugly monster...your toy chest our cell. <br /> <br />I have been a puppet on strings, no control, <br />forsakeing all others...love they say is blind. <br />Today I'm cutting the strings that bound me, <br />and far away from you, a new life I will find. <br /> <br />Like Ivy once cut from you I will flourish, <br />to make my way across the wall of life alone. <br />I will sprout and grow and spread my wings, <br />over new landscapes of beauty I will roam. <br /> <br />You will remain a broken toy, ugly monster, <br />left alone in the bottom of the toy chest. <br />One day you will get all you having coming, <br />an invitation with destiny to be karmas guest.<br /><br />Shelly Price<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/broken-toy-ugly-monster/
