Shivers running down my back <br />And tears filling my eyes <br />Once again I am alone <br />When I let down my disguise <br /> <br />I’m hearing noises in my head <br />Voices of confusion <br />And once again turning to self harm <br />Seems to be my only solution <br /> <br />I feel the blade cold against my wrist <br />As all feelings begin to disappear <br />I’m not scared of it anymore <br />No longer I have fear <br /> <br />I push down hard and feel release <br />And watch the blood run down <br />I embrace the darkness <br />As I fall to the ground <br /> <br />And now I’m gone I wonder why <br />I ever had the delusion <br />That dying is not the answer <br />For it is the solution<br /><br />Amelie Anonymous<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-solution/
