You say we are friends <br />But I know better <br />I know in the end <br />We will be together <br /> <br />I have made a list of all the times <br />You have avoided me <br />You have ditched me <br />You have made me cry <br /> <br />But in the end <br />All will be forgotten <br />That first embrace <br />Will shred the page <br />Of pain <br />Of regret <br />Of anger <br />Of hatred <br />All will be forgoten <br /> <br />Then the list will start <br />One more time <br />The end will come <br />Tears will spill <br />My heart will shatter <br />For all to soon <br />You have given yours away again <br /> <br />Thoughts pulsed <br />Those of pain <br />Of sorrow <br />And those of love <br /> <br />I dont know when it crashed <br />Or when you died <br />Just that the corpse of a fucking ass <br />Lie cold on the floor <br />Carpet Stained by a pool of blood <br />Mot just yours <br />But mine as well <br /> <br />I feel nothing now <br />Just cold <br /> <br />Girn on my face <br />Blade in my hand <br />Covered in bolls <br />I give just one more kiss <br />To your bloody face <br />Bitter sweet taste <br /> <br />Now life is good <br />No regrets <br />Just hollowness <br />I grab the blade <br />Crusted on our blood <br /> <br />One slice to fill the hollow <br />Two to ease the pain <br />Three for the hell of it <br />Four because im vain <br /> <br />No regrets<br /><br />Nikki Pasquinelli<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/freinds/
