I sometimes think of you in my solitude <br />In the empty moments that I keep for myself <br />I think of the emptiness that I feel <br />The sadness that I long to leave behind <br />You didn’t even try, or maybe you tried too much <br />You certainly doubted too much <br />I miss our ways <br />It always strikes me as funny <br />That now looking back every grey now looks green <br />And every green now looks white <br />You hurt me flicked me away like an invisible speck <br />Cast me aside like an unwanted toy <br />That’s what I am to you isn’t it? <br />I bet your happier now <br />I hear you smile a lot more now <br />Please accept that I am happy for you <br />Funny, I never felt like this till you were gone <br />I’ll be devastated if you didn’t miss me <br />Do you ever think of me? <br />This is not what you think.<br /><br />Antonia Anthony<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ode-to-my-immortal/
