Everything around me seems so wrong <br />without my wings, I don't belong. <br /> <br />For some unknown reason <br />my shadow haunts me, <br />Confusion settles in and I quickly lock the door, <br />now my weakness causes pain even more... <br />Am I losing my mind? <br />if I re-open this door <br />What will I find? <br /> <br />Every time I try to fly I fall <br />without my wings, I feel so small. <br /> <br />My soul has been awakened <br />now on constant gaurd, refuse to be forsakened, <br />Every time I close my eyes <br />your face; it makes me realize... <br />In my dreams you won't hurt me <br />amongst the realm of dreams ~ I'm free! <br /> <br />Everything inside of me wants to be reached <br />without my wings, I'll always be breached. <br /> <br />At night I pray ~ your face will fade away <br />you promised you would always be near, <br />Every ounce inside me tells me to open my eyes <br />you'll go, you won't stay... you'll not reappear! <br /> As I become uneasy, I wonder what really is <br />my ongoing fear... <br /> <br /> Every time I breathe, deeper my heart sinks <br />without my wings, my purpose here shrinks. <br /> <br /> To be so beautiful with so much to give, <br />you would think life would be easier to live; <br /> Belief system is in desperate need of repair <br />for this heart is shattered, <br /> Does it even matter that this heart can't <br />take any more dispair! <br /> I want the people to know how much I care <br />even though this life doesn't seem fair! <br /> <br /> Everything inside of me wants to reach out <br />to those of you; yes even YOU <br /> Without my wings, I'm afraid that's just <br />something I can not do...<br /><br />Kristin Nicole RothDavis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wi-hou-m-wings/
