You tell me its ok and to be strong <br />You tell me you understand and Im not all alone <br />You tell me to keep my head up <br />You tell me its alright and never give up <br />Im not ok and cant be strong <br />Theres nothing you can say cause I still feel all alone <br />Cant keep my head up cause the weight is so heavy <br />I want to give up cause I know im ready <br />Dont pat me on the back or on the shoulder <br />It feels like someone hit my heart with a boulder <br />I hate life and it hates me too <br />This is not the world for me and maybe not you <br />Enough of this poem dont know what to say <br />Just leave me alone cause I want to be hurt today<br /><br />Daniel Chapman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/untitled-344/