imagine doing it right now, lowdown the lights <br />feel the heaviness inside, put in the cd let the music play <br />maybe something from hawthorne or from good ol placebo <br />light up some candles to set up the mood <br />oh and yes don't forget thy best friend booze <br />sit and soak in hot relaxing tub for an hour <br />let your mind drift to unfaithful thoughts <br />feel the pain stabbing piercing your heart <br />like stab! stab! stab! <br />summon the darkness that clouds your mind <br />let it stay...let it consume your wholeness... <br />now your tears are showing...that's good... <br />that's the way...now hold that godamned blade <br />nick as deep as you can make it! <br />this isn't a call for help! duuuuh? <br />you may look but don't f#&king vomit stupid ass <br />here comes the splurt you won't believe <br />there should be no stopping this time f#&ktard <br />oh yes...close your eyes and feel the chill <br />up and down your spine... <br />your heartbeat echoes all over your body <br />a cold eerie feeling of pulsation..don't think! <br />sleep if you can...anyway you'll soon be too tired <br />the lightheadedness takes over...are'nt you sleepy yet? <br />Now let it all just wash away.... <br />congratulations! you finally did it! ..goodbye.<br /><br />maya crisol<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/imagining-death/
