why do I open my mouth <br />why do I let someone care <br />how stupid can I be <br />my evil mind knows I will hurt them if they start to care <br />for that is all I do <br />now they worry for me <br />when they have enough of their own worries to think upon <br />please to all that care <br />if you really care <br />do but one thing for me <br />forget about me <br />for I do not want to hurt you <br />I may have not done it yet <br />but it is the way I am <br />I cause stress and pain that is all <br />I am so sorry <br />I should have kept my mouth shut <br />and just kept going on living with it all inside <br />damn why did I open up <br />I was causing no pain when I kept it to myself <br />so what it hurt me <br />I would rather feel that pain <br />than cause it <br />to anyone <br />especially to all those that have been there for me <br /> when they never really had to <br />god I am so sorry<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sorry-the-way-i-feel/
