Its been three days since you took your life <br />One of things that hurts the most about this <br />Is I feel so alone and cold every single night <br />And because it was our very first and last kiss <br /> <br />On they outside I look like I'm a strong man <br />But on they inside lies a broken abused child <br />Just looking and waiting for someones hand <br />To help me in this world so depressing and wild <br /> <br />But there is one thing that is the worse about this <br />Is that I will never get the chance to see you again <br />And that I'll never again feel your warmth or lips <br />I never get to ask you to be one of my best friends <br /> <br />I just wish that right now I could tell you that <br />I also wish you would've come to me first <br />But you where the mouse and the world the cat <br />Now your in a wooden casket in the back of a hearse <br /> <br />To this day I'll keep you in all of my prayers <br />That god may forgive you for what you've done <br />Because to be honest I don't think this rule is fair <br />I'm just glad that you didn't decide to use a shotgun <br /> <br />Let me assure you Kristina that you will be missed <br />By so many people Kristina including you parents and me <br />But even though your dead I will give you final kiss <br />Now your cold body will be in viewing for all to see<br /><br />Patrick Shields<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/kristina-s-suicide/
