I give u my <br />mind, heart, and soul <br />but wat do i get <br />in return <br />nothin <br />its like u stable me <br />in the heart and <br />left me to die alone <br />i guess thats fine wit me <br />now i see the blood running <br />down my body <br />feels so good <br />as I fly my <br />black wings turn to red <br />from the blood i ped <br />dont try to save me now <br />its 2 late Im lost <br />lost to her as she watches <br />over me Im choking <br />losin air very sec. <br />sliding away <br />there goes the light <br />pifl black <br />sitting alone here in the dark <br />no ones home <br />come one hit me <br />beat me leave me bleed <br />away my pain <br />let me smokin it out <br />of my mind <br />Im gone <br />a stranger <br />not living <br />but not death <br />u r my heroine <br />let me have it all night <br />run <br />run as fast as i can <br />running to nowhere <br />were I belong <br />shhhhhhh dont make a sound <br />dont move I want u here <br />when I wake up <br />its to late to <br />apozilbe that doesnt help <br />it doesnt make it go away <br />I dont for give u <br />I hate u <br />u hate me <br />go away <br />leave me alone <br />I want to die alone <br />shake up <br />turn my world <br />upside down <br />everything is <br />wrong I put <br />my heart and <br />soul into this <br />but no I just <br />get stable and <br />hurt like always <br />my heart is ice cold <br />like an ice princess <br />u think I have <br />no feelings why <br />havent u hear <br />my screams of pain <br />Im yelling for help <br />but no one comes <br />to save me <br />listen to me <br />Im trying to tell <br />u Im important but <br />u will just turn ur <br />back on me <br />so why <br />do I waste my time one u <br />Im wasting away <br />something is eating me up inside <br />ready to explode <br />I love u but <br />wats happing to me <br />say goodbye <br />as I fly away <br />will we last forever <br />we can try<br /><br />Jazmine Staples<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-messed-up-poem-but-i-put-my-heart-and-soul-into-it/
