i hate myself for letting it turn out this way, <br />i am only 17 and scared of life, <br />i use to be happy, <br />i use to not worry of a thing, <br />i use to be free to wonder, <br />i use to be able to dress the way i wanted to dress, <br />i use to be so free, <br /> <br />there was no pain, <br />no hurt inside, <br />not a single voice said you won't make it through this time, <br />there was no girl fights, <br />there was no hate, <br /> <br />i sit there and wonder, <br />why, <br />what did i do this time, <br />how will i get through this one, <br />is there still time, <br /> <br />i lie to my parents, <br />i lose my friends like crazy, <br />there was no one to talk to, <br />but one day, <br />there came a guy, <br />that opened my eyes, <br /> <br />It was then i realized, <br />there will be no more crys, <br />no more lies.<br /><br />kaitie cicero<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-thought-i-hated-myself/
