You don't even know <br />how I spent sleepless nights thinking of you, <br />wishing i didn't have these doubts in my mind. <br /> <br />You don't even know <br />how many tears I've shed, <br />how you bring me a moment of joy <br />and thousands moments of insecurity. <br /> <br />You don't even know <br />how much you mean to me. <br />You don't know, <br />or maybe you don't care. <br /> <br />How many times can I make excuses, <br /> say it'll work this time <br />and be disappointed time and time again. <br /> <br />You don't even know <br />when I tell you that I'm okay, <br /> I'm bleeding deep down in my heart. <br /> <br />You've said you have many things to deal with <br />I am no selfish witch, I understood... <br />But I cannot get my head around the fact <br />that you could not pick up the phone, <br />let me know that you're okay <br />and will soon give me the time of day. <br /> <br />You don't even know <br />that my friends keep telling me: <br />'you need to move on'. <br />You don't know that I refuse to believe <br />that you are just another user; <br />defending you, and rejecting such possibility. <br /> <br />I want to believe you're the one. <br />Maybe because... <br />I refuse to make loneliness <br />my everlasting companion. <br />and move on... <br />I refuse to make myself bitter, <br />or be in this God forsaken relationship <br />that is slowly tearing me apart.. <br />Simply put: <br />you don't realize even how much I care <br />...and I just don't know if u DO at all!<br /><br />Miss Tee<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/no-air/
