no mere mortal can acknowledge the pain that i've had to endured <br />i have been living in a world filled with hate, <br />and all anyone can do is smile and nod <br />i am sick of all the questions i ma asked <br />all the answers i get to obvious question <br />the world is filled with dumb people like you <br />you can not face your demon <br />becasue teh biggest demon is yourself <br />he's sitting inside your head <br />plotting, thinking of ways to ruin my life, and your's <br />the looks that you've given me <br />once made my heart melt, <br />now they have driven me to teh core <br />where my soul sleeps in a cave, <br />surrounded by ice <br />my soul is to be forever trapped <br />in the icy fortress it calls home, <br />while you walk gaily* through the streets <br />as if you were the head honcho** <br />when merely, <br />you are a slave to all mankind <br /> <br />you know no boundries, <br />only the ones that keep me near <br />i am forever a slave to your dumbness <br />forever to follow your slanted steps <br />where you lead me into, <br />a place i fear to go <br />i have always pulled myself away, <br />knowing my limitations, <br />the regulations and the rules <br />i try not to notice, the looks of pure hatred <br />streaming through your eyes <br />for i don't think i could handle it <br />and you force me to say <br />that you are teh only holy and pure man alive, <br />when really you are nothing more than <br />a line in my book, <br />a slit on my wrist, <br />a man to my undying affection <br /> <br />*gaily-happily, not homosexually <br />** honch-tough guy, man of the house<br /><br />Jessica LaDuron<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-242/
