you tell me that i hvae to change <br />to leave my ways and stop this shame <br />for it i dont you say ill DIE? ? ? <br />youll blab it all and show my crime <br />youll push me down <br />and watch me fall <br />instead of letting me try my all <br />i know my wrongs and my rights <br />when i should and should not fight <br />but its harder then you know <br />it slowy eats away your soul <br />im used abused hurt and torn <br />you expect me to heal and be reborn again <br />been there done that <br />its all the same <br />but what they do dosent fill the pain <br />dosent close to void <br />nor cover my past <br />its something i have to live with now <br />just do me a favour <br />and dont put me down <br />the jokes they hurt <br />taking a shot at my heart <br />your suposed to be there <br />im filled with words i cant express <br />there just a big ol jumbled mess<br /><br />Amber Mull<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/augh/
