My hopes have abandoned me, I lay goal-less and lost, <br /> <br />My own faults have caused this, and I'm paying the cost, <br /> <br />A lifetime of ambition, seemingly wasted, <br /> <br />While the fruits of my accomplishments lay sweet and untasted, <br /> <br />My goals have rounded the corner, and I'm nowhere to be found, <br /> <br />If only I hadn't slacked off or played around, <br /> <br />I cant lose what I've slaved over, I cant let that be, <br /> <br />For without my current goals, I'll no longer be me, <br /> <br />I no longer worry about my future employment, <br /> <br />I just want to get rid of my parents disappointment, <br /> <br />For it burns like a thousand suns upon my skin, <br /> <br />The pain is unbearable, and I can't hold it in, <br /> <br />All I've ever wanted in life, is to make my parents content, <br /> <br />Sadly my concentration whittled away, and left a sizeable dent, <br /> <br />In my future aspirations, my desires, and my dreams, <br /> <br />My life is at its end, or least thats how it seems, <br /> <br />I can not go on living, knowing I have failed my mission, <br /> <br />I feel as though I'm in a recessive state, a form of weak submission, <br /> <br />I mourn the loss of my character, I'm now empty inside, <br /> <br />My wants and humble aspirations have recoiled painfully, and died, <br /> <br />So I stand now before you, no longer happy at all, <br /> <br />As playfull and full of life, as a insignificant, soul-less doll, <br /> <br />There's no longer a reason for me to roam this earth, alone, <br /> <br />so I apologize for my existence, I sincerely and utterly condone...<br /><br />Derrick Andrews<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-sorry-i-exist/
