I feel light touching me <br />but is it from heaven or Hell? <br />What is this I think I see <br />my heart truly cannot tell <br />My nerves are wild <br />control is a thing of the past <br />I miss that smile <br />and the jubilan way you would laugh <br />I am Satin in human flesh <br />don't deny it, it is true <br />Sometimes your life was a stress <br />I felt relieved to not deal with you <br />But I miss you Dad <br />I wish I had knowledge of your location <br />And with all the talks we had <br />We never disscussed your destination <br />So I wonder, where is your soul <br />that I hear in my heart on occasion <br />I cannot contain my center of control <br />You always were smart on those days when <br />I told you of my dreams and anxieties <br />you took it in and observed it with patience <br />You saw the stress was stifiling me <br />You could see the issue, burn to the basics <br />God, forgive my father his faults <br />If I have to work twice as hard in my life <br />To make up for what he lost <br />I'll take these scars and bargain with Christ <br />I need you Lord, no one else <br />I heed your advice in the Word <br />Why can't I take his salvation myself? <br />My life is pathetic, just trite and obsurd <br />I played the cards I'm recieve <br />I get three aces and fold <br />He got nothing but he believed <br />Kept a straight face and was bold <br />He was good man despite it all <br />even when he would yell at my mother <br />He was in pain, I heard him call <br />I know deep down inside...he loved her <br />Dad hear me, wherever you are <br />even if you're not in Heavenly planes <br />You are always my star <br />I love you, and that will never change<br /><br />joshua reid<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-prayer-i-wrote/
