Within my soul im lurking for answers to the word happiness. <br />i have tried all i can, given all i can, done all i can but its' still elusive <br />The pain that goes through my head hurts more than a dagger stuck in my back <br />i have sobbed, cried, jerked, but all has amounted to nothing <br />My emotions have been battered, and my thoughts in total disarray <br />and all this words still wouldnt express just how deeply i'm in pain, how i feel <br />Always tried to push it away but it keeps comin back hauntin with a poundin mortar <br />i give it my best shot, one day at a time, ..then it comes and too quickly...it goes away <br />Pray..what more can i do., .im hurtin deep from within me..yet no one sees my pain <br />All they see is a mask..a scarred mask of my brittle bones which are already weary <br />of a heart thats given all and gotten itself susceptible to breakin over and over again <br />and i ask myself why, ..why, , why, , and the more, i do, what trickles down my face are hot sobs <br />They say that sometimes life comes hittin hard at everything..i try but i see nothin <br />im scarred...truly scarred waitin for the next way out..my soul hurts, really hurts.<br /><br />OLUMIDE FAMILUSI<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-soul-hurts/
