My dad, <br />he calls early in the morning. <br />I'm barely awake. <br /> <br />He tells me of his heartache, <br />while he remains me of mines. <br /> <br />How he misses the morning. <br />The late night calls. <br />With her in his arms, <br />Its unforgettable, <br />he say.. <br /> <br />He tells me, <br />he wants my mom bak. <br />& to prove he is more. <br />To give her everything, <br />that she dreamt of.. <br /> <br />Then I ask, <br />Does a heart forget that easily? <br /> <br />He tells me bout the past, <br />I try and not listen.. <br />as I think of the girl I love. <br /> <br />He tells me he never stole, <br />Yes, wouldnt that be nice. <br />He told me he never lied.. <br />I highly doubt that. <br /> <br />I swear, I will never be like you. <br />I will treat my girl, with respect, <br />and always stay true. <br /> <br />We go on, <br />we started to fight. <br /> <br />I realize, <br />there is no second chances.. <br />So whatever I do now, <br />I'll make it right. <br /> <br />I threw the phone, <br />I laid in bed. <br />& I thought of you.... <br /> <br />I pray to God, <br />I dont screw this up.. <br />Its the last thing I ever wanna do.. <br />I dont wanna get hurt.. <br />& I doubt you wanna get hurt too. <br /> <br />I'll do whatever it takes.. <br />To tell you I love you. <br />& I wont, & I'll try my hardest not to make a mistake. <br /> <br />You're all I need to go on each & everyday.. <br />&my reasons, <br />to stay.<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-what-i-want-to-be/
