The world around me is cloudy <br />And the thoughts in my mind are unclear <br />I'm reaching the end of my patience <br />And I'm starting to relive my fear <br />I'm losing control of my life <br />That's a scary thing to say <br />The world that I knew before me <br />Is slowly slipping away <br />The friends that I had are gone <br />It's shocking because it's true <br />And once again I'm alone <br />And I don't know what to do <br />The trust that I had for life <br />Is slowly dissolving with time <br />I've lost my sense of reality <br />I no longer believe what I see <br />Sometimes when I stand in front of the mirror <br />The reflection starring back isn't me <br />I'm losing control of myself <br />I'm losing control of my mind <br />The only thing that I have left <br />Is the patience and abundance of time<br /><br />Edith SaintFelix<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/losing-control-9/
