Eating away at me <br />From the inside out. <br />I use it as my control. <br />Keeping me alive through the day. <br /> <br />My stomach tries to scream. <br />But i muffle the sounds with a laugh <br />so no one can hear. <br />Sometimes it acts up <br />and then i have to hit it. <br /> <br />I dont want to. <br />But i will. <br /> <br />I drink my coffee. <br />Smoke my ciggarettes. <br />Take my diet pills <br />and hope to wake up thin. <br /> <br />I never do. <br />But one day i will. <br /> <br />Working harder each and everyday. <br />A little less food, A lot more exercise. <br />One day i WILL be thin. <br /> <br />Just wait and see. <br />I'll show you all. <br /> <br />When there is no more to be taken from <br />the inside, it will work on the outside. <br />I will no longer need control. <br />Nothing will be keeping me alive <br />besides the happiness that comes with being thin.<br /><br />Wishing For Perfection<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-happiness-that-comes-with-being-thin/
